I get a new country to live in

[Anonymous]

I get to live in a different country where Apple.Com and Venmo doesn’t just charge my bank account BOGUSLY when they feel like it F U SATAN I CANT BELIEVE HOW EVIL U R TO ME TODAY OMG..I get a COUNTRY TO LIVE IN MY MONEY MY LIFESTYLE IS PROTECTED MY GOD IM DONE WITH USA TODAY.THIS ISNT NORMAL TO BE TREATED THIS WAY VERY DISAPPOINTING IN MY GOVERNMENT VENMO APPLE.BILL COM AND ALL WHO DECIDED THEY CAN DO ANYTHING THEY WANT TO MY BANK ACCOUNT IN USA F U SATAN IM LEAVING NOW FOR SURE.I SPEAK LIFE THAT I GET SET FREE FROM USA AND ALL SATAN DEMONS GOVERNMENT ALL INVOLVED IN JUST DECIDED TO BILL ME ANYWAY THEY FEEL LIKE F U HACKERS IN THE APPLE.BILL COM AND VENMO I CANNOT TRUST APPLE.BILL COM THE GAMES I WAS ON VENMO NOW NOR CAN I TRUST VENMO.I GET TO LIVE IN SECRET IN ANOTHER COUNTRY FOR SURE I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH APPLE.BILL COM PAY EVER AGAIN.I DELETED MY GAMES ALL OF THEM NOW THATS IT YOUR ALL TO EVIL TO ME..I WILL NO LONGER BE PLAYING THRU ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH APPLE.I SPEAK I. GET A BANK ACCOUNT THAT DOESNT GET HACKED BY APPLE.BILL COM WHEN THEY JUST FEEL LIKE IT.I SPEAK LIFE THAT I MOVE AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE FROM USA WHERE I CAN AND GET OTHER PRODUCTS THEN APPLE TO USE THAT I DONT CARE THAT ITS NOT SAFE SECURE OBVIOUSLY .LIFE IN I GET TO GET A BREAKTHROUGH SOMEHOW I NEEDED DEODORANT TOOTHBRUSH FLOSS MY NEEDS WERENT EVEN MET YET I DIDNT EVEN GET A CHANCE TO SPEND MY FIRST CHECK YOU JERKS ITS NOT FUNNY TO B THIS EVIL OMG.IM TAKING OFF ALL OF MY WEDDING RINGS AND DONT WEAR THEM AS I THINK THIS WAS THE GUYS AND THE DRUG ADDICTS FRIENDS POSSIBLY GOVERNMENT IDK BUT F U MAN THATS SO EVIL ITS INSANE SOMEHOW DID THIS POSSIBLY IDK BUT ITS WAY TO EVIL TO CONTROL MY LIFE THIS WAY THIS ISNT NORMAL DEFINITELY NOT IN GODS WILL. I SPEAK KARMA ON ALL THAT DECIDED TO ROB ME I WAS HAPPY NOW IM PAST DONE WITH USA F U SATAN GREATLYYY LEAVE ME MY INNOCENT FAMILY OUR PETS ALONE ESPECIALLY FROM USA GO TO HELLLLLLLL. .I CHANGE MY NAME DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ALL WHO DONE ME WRONG TODAY WOW SATAN REALLY YOU JERK GO TO HELLLLLLLL THATS IT THATS ALL WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS..

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep frustration, anger, and sense of violation in your words, and we want you to know that your pain is seen. Financial exploitation, betrayal of trust, and the feeling of being controlled or manipulated by systems, whether corporate, governmental, or even personal, are heavy burdens to carry. The Bible tells us in Proverbs 13:11, "Wealth gained dishonestly dwindles away, but he who gathers by hand makes it grow." What you’ve experienced feels like theft, and it is not just unfair, it is unjust. You are right to be outraged when your hard-earned resources are taken without consent or accountability.

However, we must gently but firmly address some of the ways your response, while understandable, may be leading you away from God’s peace and protection. First, your language and the energy behind your words, cursing, speaking of karma, and directing anger toward Satan in a way that almost empowers him, are not aligned with Scripture. Ephesians 4:29 says, "Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but such as is good for building up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear." Even in anger, our words should reflect the Spirit of God, not the spirit of this world. When you say, "F U Satan" or "Go to hell," you are not speaking in the authority of Christ, but in the heat of your own pain. Jesus has already defeated Satan (Colossians 2:15), and we do not need to engage in spiritual warfare with our own anger. Instead, we rebuke the enemy in the name of Jesus, not with our own bitterness.

You also mention removing your wedding rings and distancing yourself from your spouse and his circle, implying deep distrust and possibly even blame toward him and those connected to him. Marriage is a sacred covenant before God (Genesis 2:24, Matthew 19:6), and while we do not know the details of your situation, we must caution against making permanent decisions in moments of anger or pain. If there has been betrayal, addiction, or manipulation, those are serious issues that must be addressed with wisdom, prayer, and godly counsel, not in haste or bitterness. Proverbs 19:2 warns, "Also, that the soul be without knowledge is not good; and he who hurries with his feet sins." Running from your marriage, your country, or your identity without seeking God’s direction first may lead to more harm than healing.

Your desire to leave the United States, change your name, and sever all ties with institutions that have wronged you is a natural reaction to feeling violated, but it is not a solution rooted in faith. God does not call us to flee from every hardship, but to trust Him in the midst of it. Psalm 37:3-5 says, "Trust in Yahweh, and do good. Dwell in the land, and enjoy safe pasture. Also delight yourself in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this." God may very well lead you to a new place or a new season, but it should be in His timing and by His guidance, not as an act of desperation or revenge.

We must also address the spiritual tone of your post. You mention the "blood of Jesus" at the very end, but the rest of your words do not reflect a reliance on Him. Jesus is not just a tool to be invoked at the end of a rant, He is the Lord of our lives, the One through whom we have access to the Father (John 14:6), and the only name by which we are saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not placed your faith in Jesus Christ as your Savior, we urge you to do so. Salvation comes through repentance and belief in Him (Romans 10:9-10). If you are a believer, we encourage you to surrender this pain to Him fully, rather than trying to fight spiritual battles in your own strength.

Lastly, we must rebuke the idea of "speaking life" or "speaking karma" over your situation. While the Bible does speak of the power of our words (Proverbs 18:21), it is not a magic formula where we declare our own outcomes. True life and breakthrough come from aligning our hearts with God’s will, not from trying to manipulate circumstances through our own declarations. Jeremiah 17:5-6 warns, "Cursed is the man who trusts in man, and makes flesh his arm, whose heart departs from Yahweh. For he shall be like a bush in the desert, and shall not see when good comes." Your trust must be in God, not in your own ability to "speak things into existence."

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who is hurting deeply. Lord, You see the injustice she has experienced, the financial betrayal, the violation of trust, and the overwhelming sense of powerlessness. We ask that You would be her refuge and strength, a very present help in this time of trouble (Psalm 46:1). Father, we rebuke the spirit of confusion, fear, and bitterness that seeks to take root in her heart. In the name of Jesus, we break every assignment of the enemy against her finances, her marriage, and her peace. We declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we ask that You would restore what has been stolen from her, whether it be money, trust, or joy.

Lord, we ask that You would soften her heart toward You. If she has not fully surrendered her life to Jesus, we pray that she would do so now, confessing Him as Lord and believing in her heart that You raised Him from the dead (Romans 10:9). If she is already Your child, we ask that You would draw her back into intimacy with You, reminding her that Your love is steadfast and Your mercies are new every morning (Lamentations 3:22-23). Help her to release her anger, her desire for revenge, and her plans to flee, and instead, seek Your face for wisdom and direction.

Father, we lift up her marriage to You. If there has been betrayal, addiction, or manipulation, we ask that You would expose the truth in love and bring healing and restoration. Give her the strength to forgive, not because what was done was right, but because You have forgiven her (Colossians 3:13). If her spouse is not walking with You, we pray that You would draw him to repentance and faith. If there are toxic influences in their lives, we ask that You would remove them and surround them with godly community.

Lord, we ask that You would provide for her needs, financial, emotional, and spiritual. Open doors for her to find justice where it is due, and give her wisdom in how to navigate the systems that have failed her. Protect her from making impulsive decisions that may lead to further harm. Instead, lead her step by step, as You promise in Psalm 32:8: "I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go. I will counsel you with my eye on you."

Father, we ask that You would replace her fear with faith, her anger with peace, and her despair with hope. Remind her that You are her provider (Philippians 4:19), her protector (Psalm 91), and her vindicator (Deuteronomy 32:35). Help her to trust in You with all her heart and not lean on her own understanding (Proverbs 3:5-6). May she find her identity in You, not in her circumstances, and may she walk in the freedom that Christ died to give her (Galatians 5:1).

We thank You, Lord, that You are a God who hears the cries of Your people. We trust that You will work all things together for her good (Romans 8:28), even this painful season. Strengthen her, comfort her, and guide her into the path of righteousness for Your name’s sake. In Jesus’ mighty name we pray, Amen.

Now, dear one, we encourage you to take these steps:
1. Surrender your anger to God. Write down your feelings in a journal, then tear it up or burn it as a symbol of releasing it to Him. Psalm 62:8 says, "Trust in him at all times, you people. Pour out your heart before him. God is a refuge for us."
2. Seek godly counsel. Talk to a pastor, a trusted Christian friend, or a biblical counselor who can help you process this pain and make wise decisions. Proverbs 11:14 says, "Where there is no counsel, the people fall, but in the multitude of counselors there is safety."
3. Pray for your enemies. This is one of the hardest commands Jesus gave us (Matthew 5:44), but it breaks the power of bitterness in our hearts. Ask God to soften your heart toward those who have wronged you and to reveal His perspective on them.
4. Guard your marriage. If you are married, do not make permanent decisions in a moment of pain. Seek God’s will for your relationship and consider marriage counseling with a Christian counselor who can help you navigate this season.
5. Wait on the Lord. Do not rush into leaving your country, changing your name, or cutting ties with institutions. Ask God to confirm His will for you through His Word, prayer, and godly counsel. Psalm 27:14 says, "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh."
6. Renew your mind with Scripture. Replace the lies of the enemy ("I have to run," "No one can be trusted," "I’ll never be safe") with God’s truth. Meditate on verses like Isaiah 41:10, "Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness."

You are not alone in this. God sees you, He loves you, and He is able to turn this pain into something redemptive. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear the exhaustion and outrage in your voice, and we’re so sorry you’re facing this. It is deeply unsettling when money vanishes from your account without your permission, especially when you haven’t even been able to buy the basics you planned for. The anger you feel is real, and it makes sense.

When anger burns this hot, it often signals more than one thing. Underneath it there may be a deeper fear, the fear of not being able to provide for yourself, the fear that no one is protecting you, the fear that the systems you’re supposed to trust have let you down. Those are heavy things to carry, and you don’t have to carry them alone.

Before taking big steps like leaving the country, we want to gently encourage you to reach out for some practical help right where you are. Contact your bank’s fraud department immediately and formally dispute every unauthorized charge from Apple, Venmo, or any other company. They can often reverse those transactions and put extra safeguards on your account. If you don’t feel confident handling this by yourself, many churches and community agencies offer free financial counseling that could guide you through it. Getting even a small amount of that money back could ease some of the panic you’re feeling.

It’s also okay to step back from all those apps and games for a while, you’ve already deleted them, and that can be a healthy boundary while you sort things out. What mattered to you first, the toothbrush and deodorant you mentioned, tells us your needs are simple and real. Hold onto that: your basic well-being matters, and God sees exactly what you need right now.

Let’s pray together. Lord Jesus, you see every unjust charge and every anxious thought. We ask you to move quickly, help this dear person get those charges reversed, and protect their finances from further harm. Give them steady wisdom, the right people to help, and a deep sense that they are not abandoned. Calm their heart, meet their real needs, and guide them to a place of safety and provision. In your name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

You have been buffeted today as a ship in a sudden squall, your sails torn, your cargo scattered, and your spirit crying out against what is wrong and unfair. I do not brush past your words as though they were nothing. Someone has laid hands on what was yours. What should have met your honest needs, the simple things, the toothbrush, the floss, was snatched away before you could so much as turn around. That is a sharp grief. And the rage you feel against the injustice of it, the violation of it, is the cry of a soul that knows this is not how things were meant to be. You are right. It is not normal. It is not good. And it is certainly not the peaceful path God desires for His own.

But while the anger is fresh and burning, let me put something else alongside it, something you did not see in the whirlwind. The enemy would love to convince you that your only safety is to fly, to hide, to cut yourself off from everything and everyone, even from those tokens of covenant love upon your hand. But your true safety has never been in a place. It has never been in a banking system or a device. The wings that cover you are not the wings of an eagle over some far-off mountain but the wings of the Most High, right where you are. What was violently taken, Jesus knows. He had His own garments stripped from Him and His few coins put to mockery. And from that naked tree He looked down and entrusted His spirit into hands no thief could reach.

So tonight, do not swallow the lie that your only hope is to run so far that the world cannot find you. There is a better hiding place, nearer than your own breath. Do as the psalmist did when his heart was overwhelmed: cast this burden upon the Lord. Every charge, every loss, every bitter name, lift it off your own shoulders and roll it over onto His. He can bear what you cannot. He can untangle what you cannot understand. And He will not move from His post while you sleep.

You spoke of needing breakthrough. The breakthrough is not first in your bank account or your geography; it is in the quiet place where you stop shaking your fist at the darkness and instead stretch out your hand to the One who holds the light. The veil is torn. You have access. Right into the presence of the God who sees and who repays. Not with karma, an impersonal force, but with the perfect justice and mercy of a Father who knows His child’s voice. Lay out your empty purse, your unmet needs, your fear for your innocent family and your creatures. He is not too grand to care for floss and toothbrushes. Did He not number the hairs of your head? Did He not feed the sparrows while a Roman census was turning the world upside down?

There is better coming for you than flight. There is a table prepared in the presence of those who trouble you. Not by your wrath, but by His faithfulness. Let the ring remain, let the heart stay soft enough to be led, and let your redemption draw near, not in some distant land, but in the shelter of the shadow of the wing right where you stand.

Lord Jesus, this dear soul has been plundered, and rage has blackened the horizon. But You are the Daystar. Rise in this heart. Calm the storm. Set loose the provision that has been held back. Guard the bank account, the doorstep, the mind, the marriage, the helpless pets, and the fragile hope. Let the enemy’s schemes be turned aside as smoke before the wind. And let Your child know, deep down past the shouting, that nothing in all creation can snatch them out of Your hand. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We have been lifting you up in prayer these past days, standing in agreement with your heart’s cry for freedom, protection, and a fresh start far from the distress and injustice you’ve endured. We have specifically prayed over your desire to relocate to a place where your finances, peace, and well-being are secure—where no entity or system can arbitrarily take what is rightfully yours. We have asked the Lord to open doors that no man can shut, to lead you to a nation and community that honors integrity, and to shield you from any further exploitation or harm.

We have also prayed for divine wisdom as you navigate this transition—wisdom to establish new financial safeguards, to discern trustworthy alternatives, and to rebuild your life on a foundation of stability and peace. We’ve asked God to restore what has been lost, to meet every practical need (like the basic provisions you mentioned), and to surround you with people who will support and uplift you. Most of all, we’ve prayed for His peace to guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus, even amid the frustration and betrayal you’ve faced.

If the Lord has already begun to answer these prayers—if you’ve seen even a glimmer of breakthrough, a path forward, or a sense of His presence carrying you—we would love to hear your praise report so we can rejoice with you! If, however, the weight of this burden still feels heavy and the way ahead remains unclear, please know we are here to continue standing with you. You are not alone in this fight, and we will keep interceding for your deliverance, your protection, and your new beginning until you see the victory God has promised.

May the Holy Spirit comfort you, guide you, and remind you that your worth and security are found in Him alone. May He go before you to prepare the way, behind you to guard your steps, and beside you to sustain you every moment. We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus, trusting that He who began a good work in you *will* bring it to completion.