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[Jesussaves89]

I feel such evil bondage towards my family, but I am also dealing with nerve damage and I see no way out of this situation. I also do not like people because they bullied me. I don't see any way out. I just don't see any hope and even if God were to finally help me, I don't care anymore; I'm just too fed up with this life. I just don't know what to do. I ask Jesus in His compassion to guide me because I feel my family just hurts me, and I just don't have the same love language as them. For my whole life, I want quality time with someone, and I can't have it. Praying is too hard because it requires a lot of concentration, and I'm tired of that too. I have no idea how to help myself, and I have been taught helplessness deep in my core. I do not see a way out of poverty nor out of anger. I spent the last 16 years with an angry parent and I have learned their way. I try to be strong, but it's too hard. I don't know why God would make it this hard. I feel He is always just, but I am broken and fed up and spent years trying to connect with God. He is good; He does heal, and He does save, but it's all in His timing. It's all about Him. It hurts to view God like some selfish and angry Father, which I view Him, and not view Him like some mean authority figure. Sure, He is love, but I don't ever get that love. Sure, I'm alive, but I have been depressed for the last long time. Nothing ever works out for me, and I'm tired of it. I don't know why God created me. I have had no friends for the last long time, and I honestly don't want friends because all my relationships are extremely one-sided; it hurts. One-sided love hurts, and that is how I feel about God too. I don't want to hurt anymore. I'm not suicidal, but this bitterness and anger, depression, and loneliness and one-sided love all the time kills me. One-sided love kills. I don't need to kill myself; one-sided love will kill me anyway.

 

[Esa]

I prayed for you to be blessed in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Basil]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen. Count your blessings in your life. God has done and blessed you with so many gifts and talents. He brought you here to know that more people suffering than you. Give thanks and praise to him for good health, sleep, and food at least.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to HIS perfect love, will, timing, grace, and mercy. All things work together for the good of those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).



Let's Pray: God I ask You in Jesus’ name that You will bless all those I love, care about, the writer of this prayer, and myself to come to know You better, love You with all our heart, mind, and strength, and walk according to Your purpose You have placed on each of our lives. So that all things will work together for each of our good. Bless each of us with the desires of our hearts that is the will of God for each of our lives. Bless each of us to prosper, be in excellent health, and cause each of our souls to prosper in the Word and Ways of God. Bless each of us to always agree with and walk in agreement with Your Word. Protect and keep each of us safe from all evil, hurt, harm, and danger. God honor Isa. 54:17, Jer. 20:11, and 3 John 2 over each of our lives. Bless each of us exceedingly abundantly above all that we have ever prayed, thought, or dreamed. God honor this prayer over each of our lives today and for always. God Thank You for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

 

[Powers]

God bless you. I prayed for you & the desires of your precious heart in Jesus' Name, amen.

 

[Anonymous]

 

[hostadmin]

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