Eisisonae
Prayer Partner
I feel like screaming, crying, giving up, running away. Everything feels so heavy. So bad like I am going to fail and lose everything and I don't know what to do to stop it or I do but I'm a little too scared to or don't know how I'm going to pull it off. Why is this happening to just me? Why do I feel so alone? Why did my fiance have to go to jail and leave me with this habit alone? Why is this so hard? God Please I need You, I am so close to giving up, how do I do this and keep going? I don't know how to keep going. I don't know how to keep this demon off my back. It's not fair. I tried to stay focused, but not hard enough. I tried to think positive but not hard enough. It's like my body and mind is trying to fight it but I need to fight it to get passed this hurdle or else I'm going to stay stuck, stuck where I don't want to be at, and I'm going to lose my fiance my best friend, and lose my daughter the best thing that God has ever given me. Please God I know You can hear me. Please make me strong, make me pass this test, make me see the light, make me swift and confident so I can pass the test easy no matter how I have to pass it so I can work this job and support my babygirl and have a normal life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen! P.s, I'm so sorry everyone for seeming like I'm whining, I'm just really pathetic right now. And I don't know what to do at this point.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.