Penny,
Don't you know you are more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus? I believe you need a friend to remind you how to sing the rest of this song. Lift up your eyes, and look at him full in his face, you are loved. Don't allow the enemy to convince you He is not near. Believe, and receive. Act in faith knowing that God will meet you half way, perhaps you have planted seed, and seen no result? Pray ask for fresh anointing to rain in your life. Ask God to renew your heart with fresh oil.
I personally have felt alone in a circumstance, for many years I questioned what and why was God silent. For me, he said, would you have listened? Since at the time I had prayed and wanted God to do this, then that and then this. I had told God how to go about fixing my circumstance. Not being open to the abundance in his possibilities to trust him for his way of answering. I pray for God to open your eyes to see things in a new light, that God will reveal his Glory in your prayer request, that if there is something you are missing, his Glory will shine, and bring understanding your way. Surrender all to him, all your cares and concerns, he loves you greatly. Take Courage.
I pray for his peace to be with you. Bless Penny Now Lord I ask in Jesus Name Please be with her in perfect peace, speak to her heart Lord concerning her day. Thank you for your answers Lord, Amen.