If it happens then it'll happen. I've been praying continually, doing the right thing every moment when I question what I do, and things have only gotten worse. I don't see what repenting or praying the same thing over and over would do that hasn't already happened. If God is going to do something then I'm just believing He'll show up because my life has gone from me having everything to literally nothing in just a couple months, the months when I got more devout. I am moving forward but I feel completely empty and nothing I can do will change that. Everything I could repent for I have, everything I could pray for I have, and I'm tired of it. Something has to happen.