I feel God has abandoned me...

[Junko Yamada (female)]

Dear Brothers and Sisters,

Sorry that I sound too weak...but I feel I want to die today.

How many time have I asked God to give me a job?How many times do people to pray for me my job to come soon?

People told me that I haven't asked Jesus as a savior...so I prayed to God that I would accept him as my savior.

People criticized me that I should not have had the thought of suicide just because I don't have a job...

People kept asking me if I had a job at church...what should I people?Do I deserve to be unemployed so long?

Have I applied for many jobs?Yes, I have.I have applied many jobs in internet, but I haven't gotten any.Have I done my best?Yes, at least I haven't killed myself yet.

What did I do?I haven't done anything!I prayed for those who are in need.What did I do?

The reality is that God hasn't provided me my needs.I feel so desparate...

 

[Finn]

Dear Junko

I want to tell you that Jesus loves you unconditional he dont hold your sins against he

dont remember your sins but the enemy likes to remember you of your sins all day long and he would like for you do suicide dont do it you are loved by Jesus christ and dont dont dont listen to people ho condem you they are not speaking Gods heart for you he loves loves you and he think you are a wonderfull and marweless person there is no one like you you are one of a kind in the hole universe. Just call on the name of Jesus for some time and se what happens and enjoy it okay hi From Finn fom Denmark

 

[christiangnz]

My Loving Father,

Please touch Junko with visions of what her life will be like when You answer her prayers. Help her to trust in Your timing. Help her to endure and be patient.

Lord, You are holy and mighty and always faithful. Your plans for us are to prosper us and not to harm us, to give us a hope. Please grant Your hope to Junko today. In Jesus holy name I pray, amen.

 

[PrayzOn]

Junko: please remember Job. He did not get God's answer as quickly as he wanted but God had never abandoned him. Job also suffered because of the comments of people who were supposed to be friends. None of us know all of the details of your life and all that you have done, but God does. Try to hang in and your answers will eventually come. May God bless you with endurance and faith today.

 

[K-J]

Father, Junko needs an infusion of Your unmistakable grace. Let her feel Your loving presence in her life. As hard as it is for us to accept, nothing can happen in our lives through our will. We must be patient and allow Your will to come to pass. Strengthen Junko in this time of waiting, bless her with the ideal job opportunity, reinforce her faith with meaningful worship and Christian friends. Hold her close and let her not lose hope - Your miracle is just around the corner. Amen.

 

[Joyce]

Lord,

Please speak loudly to Junko regarding your plans for her life. Let it be so loud that she knows without a doubt that it is You. Lead her to the job You have chosen for her, dear Lord. Please keep her from discouragement along the way. It is in the name of Jesus, I pray.

 

[lizowens]

Junko, He never abandons us, and He never will. I am standing in the gap for you in prayer as you travel this unknown territory in your life, seeking God's divine direction for you as you struggle. In Jesus name I pray, amen.

 

[kristi]

Dearest God of Mercy we lift up Junko to you and ask that you would open her eyes to the truth and deliver her from her discouragement. God give this dear child direction and comfort her. God we know you love her and that she is trying so hard to seek you. do not allow the enemy near this child and give her a renewed spirit. In Jesus mighty name.

 

[luvleefox01]

Junko, please do not give up faith. The Lord answers all prayers in His time. That is the Devil trying to discourage you. Do not let him win. Lord, i ask that you be there for Junko. Hear her prayers and her cries. I know you are with her during this tough time. In Jesus name, Amen.

 

[Junko Yamada (female)]

Thank you all for praying for me.That helped me to refresh a bit here.Please continue to pray for my job to come soon and health improvement.

Thank you guys!

Your Sister in Christ,

Junko