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s.walden
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1) Lonely for ### years, I quit my marriage - found someone I adored - my family didn't like him. In an attempt to force me to stop seeing him, they badgered both of us.
2) My mother who is in ill health and has been since I can remember, threatened to kill herself this week, not out of depression though she has in the past - but out of anger, bitterness and hatefulness. In an attempt to save her (and myself) I had to call 911, not aware she would go to jail. She said that she said and did nothing of the sort. Now the family won't hear a word I say. I need this fixed in a heartbeat - I don't know how God can or will do it, and I don't want to tell him how...and I know I don't deserve His mercy!!! I just want all this over with and no more lies told on me. I have to know that my know knows that no matter how selfish I was over the boyfriend, that God will champion me over the mother issue. She's badgered my dad all my life. I called family twice to come help before it escalated but to no avail. I believe with all my heart I did the right thing and the officers told me I did. Please pray I get some relief from/over this. I don't want to even BE IN THIS FAMILY ANYMORE.
I don't trust a living soul to care for me.
2) My mother who is in ill health and has been since I can remember, threatened to kill herself this week, not out of depression though she has in the past - but out of anger, bitterness and hatefulness. In an attempt to save her (and myself) I had to call 911, not aware she would go to jail. She said that she said and did nothing of the sort. Now the family won't hear a word I say. I need this fixed in a heartbeat - I don't know how God can or will do it, and I don't want to tell him how...and I know I don't deserve His mercy!!! I just want all this over with and no more lies told on me. I have to know that my know knows that no matter how selfish I was over the boyfriend, that God will champion me over the mother issue. She's badgered my dad all my life. I called family twice to come help before it escalated but to no avail. I believe with all my heart I did the right thing and the officers told me I did. Please pray I get some relief from/over this. I don't want to even BE IN THIS FAMILY ANYMORE.
I don't trust a living soul to care for me.
