I Don't Want My Family Anymore

[s.walden]

1) Lonely for 23 years, I quit my marriage - found someone I adored - my family didn't like him. In an attempt to force me to stop seeing him, they badgered both of us.

2)My mother who is in ill health and has been since I can remember, threatened to kill herself this week, not out of depression though she has in the past - but out of anger, bitterness and hatefulness. In an attempt to save her (and myself) I had to call 911, not aware she would go to jail. She said that she said and did nothing of the sort. Now the family wont hear a word I say. I need this fixed in a heartbeat - I don't know how God can or will do it, and I don't want to tell him how...and I know I don't deserve His mercy!!! I just want all this over with and no more lies told on me. I have to know that my know knows that no matter how selfish I was over the boyfriend, that God will champion me over the mother issue. She's badgered my dad all my life. I called family twice to come help before it escalated but to no avail. I believe with all my heart I did the right thing and the officers told me I did. Please pray I get some relief from/over this. I don't want to even BE IN THIS FAMILY ANYMORE.

I don't trust a living soul to care for me.

 

[Grace1]

God help this person and all they are asking. Fix all the problems in Jesus name and by the Spirit- lead them into your direction. Don't test us but help us. Amen.

 

[AGGIE]

lord i pray that you show your light in this family but they will have undrestanding and peace and above all forgive one another. for your glory and honor.