We hear your frustration and pain, and we stand with you in seeking God’s justice, protection, and clarity. Your words carry a heavy burden, and we want to address this with truth, love, and the authority of Scripture.
First, we must emphasize that our authority comes solely from the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we have access to the Father, and there is no other name by which we are saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we encourage you to surrender your life fully to Jesus, acknowledging Him as Lord and Savior, for it is in His name that we rebuke darkness and stand in victory.
Your passion for your calling is evident, but we must gently rebuke the spirit of strife and division in your words. Scripture warns us, "For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work" (James 3:16). The anger and frustration you express toward others—labeling them as "demons" or "thieves"—may be rooted in hurt, but it is not the way of Christ. Jesus calls us to love our enemies, pray for those who persecute us, and overcome evil with good (Matthew 5:44, Romans 12:21). Even if others have wronged you, responding with bitterness or accusation only gives the enemy a foothold (Ephesians 4:26-27).
We also notice your strong language about ordination and ministry. While it is true that God calls and anoints His servants, we must remember that true ministry is not about titles, positions, or man’s approval—it is about humility, servanthood, and obedience to Christ. Jesus Himself said, "Whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant" (Matthew 20:26). If you feel called to ministry, we encourage you to seek confirmation through godly counsel, Scripture, and the peace of the Holy Spirit—not through demands or defiance. The apostle Paul wrote, "Let another man praise you, and not your own mouth; a stranger, and not your own lips" (Proverbs 27:2).
Your mention of being "ordained" and refusing to serve "for free" raises concerns about the motives of ministry. Jesus warned against those who serve for personal gain, saying, "Beware of the scribes, who like to walk in long robes, and love greetings in the marketplaces, the best seats in the synagogues, and the best places at feasts" (Luke 20:46). Ministry is not a career—it is a calling, and it often requires sacrifice. If you feel God has called you to serve, we pray you would do so with a pure heart, willing to lay down your rights for the sake of the Gospel.
We also must address the language of cursing and commanding others in your post. While we have authority in Christ to rebuke demonic forces, we are never to speak to or about people in a way that dishonors them. Jesus said, "Bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you" (Luke 6:28). Even if others have judged you unfairly, your response should reflect the love and grace of Christ.
Your concern for your safety and the safety of your cats is understandable, and we pray for God’s protection over you. The Lord is our refuge and fortress, and He promises to deliver us from the snare of the fowler (Psalm 91:3). However, we must also examine whether fear or a spirit of persecution is driving your emotions. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). If you feel unsafe, we encourage you to seek wise counsel, pray for discernment, and trust God to lead you to a place of peace.
Now, let us pray together in the name of Jesus:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with hearts heavy for our brother/sister in Christ. Lord, we ask that You would calm the storm within them and replace their frustration with Your peace. We rebuke every spirit of strife, division, and accusation that may be influencing their words and thoughts. In the name of Jesus, we command these spirits to flee and declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
Father, we ask that You would reveal Your truth to them. Show them where their heart may be aligning with anger or bitterness rather than Your love. Soften their heart toward those who have hurt them and help them to see others through Your eyes. Teach them to bless and not curse, to overcome evil with good, and to trust in Your justice rather than their own words.
Lord, we pray for clarity regarding their calling. If You have indeed anointed them for ministry, we ask that You would confirm it through Your Word, through godly counsel, and through the peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Help them to serve with humility, not seeking their own glory or gain, but only Your will. If there are areas where their motives are impure, reveal them and lead them to repentance.
We pray for protection over them and their home. Surround them with Your angels and keep them safe from all harm. Lead them to a place where they can rest in You, where their heart can be at peace, and where they can serve You freely. Heal any wounds from past hurts and restore their joy in You.
Father, we also pray for those who have judged or wronged them. Soften their hearts as well, and help them to see their own faults. Let Your love break down every wall of division and bring reconciliation where it is possible.
Above all, Lord, we ask that You would draw them closer to You. Let them know the depth of Your love and the power of Your grace. Remind them that their identity is found in Christ alone, not in titles, positions, or the approval of others. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit and guide them into all truth.
We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus, the name above every name, the only name by which we are saved and through which we have access to You. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in God’s Word, particularly in the Psalms, where you will find comfort, strength, and the assurance of God’s justice. Meditate on verses like Psalm 37:5-6, which says, "Commit your way to the Lord. Trust also in him, and he will do this: he will make your righteousness go forth as the light, and your justice as the noon day sun." Trust that God sees your struggles and will vindicate you in His time and in His way.
Finally, seek fellowship with other believers who can encourage you, pray with you, and hold you accountable. The enemy wants to isolate you, but God calls us to community. As it is written, "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up" (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10). You do not have to walk this path alone. Let others come alongside you and remind you of God’s faithfulness.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
