Anonymous
Beloved of All
I dont know whether I need help or what, I'm no longer praying nor read the bible and devotions. I have so Mich anger and hatred, I'm forced to do something that is making me hate myself I'm disgusted with myself I hate the person I'm becoming because of the things that I'm forced to do and I hate her for making me do this, I dont know why even God allowed this to happen to me knowing that the bibles says its a sin. I prayed asking God to get me out of here but noooo I'm still here and now I'm doing things that makes me distant from Him I dont even have energy to pray I'm tired I'm tired of everything I'm tired of living like this I'm just tired, I still want to get out of here but I have no ways of doing that :-( I dont know anymore