lostanduseless
Disciple of Prayer
i dont know my purpose for life and constantly think of ending my life. bad things happen to me all the time and i dont know why. i just want something good to happen for once. something to show me i have a reason to live and not give up.i cry myself to sleep every night and im so depressed every day that hiding a smile is so so hard for me to do. ive never been like this before and it makes a lot of people nervous. please help me.