amontgomery1978
Servant of All
I don't know how to go on. I hate my life. I am completely wrapped in despair. God I know you are here. Where is the hope you promise? I can't lift my head and just want to collapse in a ball and cry, but I can't even cry. My last strongholds blew up this week and I have nothing left. Now what do I do? Please, please, can you at least let me cry tears of release at least? My aching soul can't take any more. I can't take any more. I can't bear to live like this any more. I don't want to go on. What do I do now? Please help me. Father God, if you can hear me, please help me. I have nothing left.
