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Heidi
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Dear Heavenly father. I gave brian our finances, handed it all to him. Lord I told him two weeks ago, i was taking half out of all of our accounts. And opening myself up an account. I told him, he said ok, because i am intitaled to half anyways. Well, tonite, he was doing online banking , and noticed the money missing. he asked what it was about, i reminded him. He was ticked off. Hes upset i paid for my lawyer out of our joint account, and not just my account. I told him, he wanted the divorce, he should pay for it. Since i have been a stay at home mom for the last 6 yrs. Please don't think i'm airing dirty laundry Lord, I really need help with this. Brian said he no longer trusts me. I told him i would put all the money back into the account. He told me no, because it would for some reason come back to haunt him.
Lord, you know brian has been traveling 3 wks out of the month. Lord, i was terrified that the joint account would be frozen, and i would have no money fore the expenses here at home. Lord, i do not want to be selfish, i did not do this to be selfish. I did this to be safe. Lord it hurts me that brian don't trust me. Lord, i have given brian to you, i continue to ask you to fill him with the holy spirit. Restore him to the man you want him to be.
Lord, i pray for patcience. He goes to NY again on monday. Lord, forgive,, i am so looking foward to him leaving.
I stand by your promise lord, that this marriage will be restored, in your time.
This is the first time in 24 yrs of marriage, brian has ever had to deal with money, i know its a bit overwhelming for him. I'm there to help him. He asked for help, i will help him do it. Money is the root of all evil. Lord, i dont want my money to have blood on it. I'm not selfish. Lord, you know why i moved that money. I asked you before i did it. i believe you told me to do it. thats how i feel. Lord, i dont want to be wrong. If i was wrong, please forgive me. i don' t want dirty money, money that dont' belong to me, i didnt even take half.
Lord, i am down. I'm not complaining, i dont want to say this is to hard for me, i know of so many other stories in the bible,, that your children went through alot more then i have. I continue to stand for my marriage.
IN Jesus Name, amen
Lord, you know brian has been traveling 3 wks out of the month. Lord, i was terrified that the joint account would be frozen, and i would have no money fore the expenses here at home. Lord, i do not want to be selfish, i did not do this to be selfish. I did this to be safe. Lord it hurts me that brian don't trust me. Lord, i have given brian to you, i continue to ask you to fill him with the holy spirit. Restore him to the man you want him to be.
Lord, i pray for patcience. He goes to NY again on monday. Lord, forgive,, i am so looking foward to him leaving.
I stand by your promise lord, that this marriage will be restored, in your time.
This is the first time in 24 yrs of marriage, brian has ever had to deal with money, i know its a bit overwhelming for him. I'm there to help him. He asked for help, i will help him do it. Money is the root of all evil. Lord, i dont want my money to have blood on it. I'm not selfish. Lord, you know why i moved that money. I asked you before i did it. i believe you told me to do it. thats how i feel. Lord, i dont want to be wrong. If i was wrong, please forgive me. i don' t want dirty money, money that dont' belong to me, i didnt even take half.
Lord, i am down. I'm not complaining, i dont want to say this is to hard for me, i know of so many other stories in the bible,, that your children went through alot more then i have. I continue to stand for my marriage.
IN Jesus Name, amen