Danielsmommy
Disciple of Prayer
I can't do this anymore,I have no more strength in me..my husband has switched everything to me like I'm always wrong and I'm crazy when he has been going out to the bars and spending money like crazy. Something he's never done,but he left for ntc and we went to California and when he came back he didn't want us to go back home but to wait till he comes for xmas break,a month later..he abused this time to be single basically...because hes getting deployed doesn't mean he can go off and do what he wants ...I love my son but I don't want to live unhappy and miserable and maybe he will be better off with his dad. please God take care of him no matter the outcome..I want to ask for prayers but I don't think that's going to work for me anymore...I can't pray enough to save me,or my marriage,....give me a sign God that everything will be okay....I give up...but I do appreciate prayers...thank you

