I guess I should have asked if you gave joyfully and as you gave, did you tell them it was from Jesus and for Jesus? I don't give of myself nor for myself, I give Jesus, from Jesus and back to Jesus. I surrender my self to Jesus and from Jesus I can feed thousands upon thousands and millions upon millions with One loaf of bread, One fish and One testament!
What we have in Jesus, is not worth walking away from! Because of Jesus, I stand before the Father God All Mighty as His Son! I stand a perfect child of the living God covered in the robe of Jesus, loved and begotten of the Father with great power and authority, broken in the midst of man kind, yet picked up and standing on the power and authority of the Living God! My brothers and sisters love me and pray for me to be blessed and oh, I am so blessed, I pray for them to be blessed! I give up my life and I give up my thoughts for the One that gave His up for me and He blesses me in ways I have no real explanation other than I read it in His Words! I have nothing in this world and yet I have everything! I wish I could brag yet if you really dove deep into Jesus' Words you would know what I'm talking about!
If you are not blessed, have you not asked Jesus to save you, give you a desire to read His instructions and a desire to do His instructions? We can't do it on our own, we must have Jesus living in us to do His teachings