EAndersen
Prayer Warrior
Today was a great day, and I was blessed to have experienced it with my friends in this beautiful city with this wonderful weather. God I know that all around the world people are suffering; people on this site are praying to you for love and guidance in the troubles of their lives... maybe they're feeling alone, maybe they recently had their relationship shattered, or lost a loved one, or are facing financial or physical problems... God I pray for all of them. You use me as an instrument to bring these people together, to help keep them on their feet and always keep them moving forward and trying to help others. I sacrifice my own well being at times to help others. I know that I have mistakes but I always try to work through them, I always try to find you Lord and walk alongside you no matter how much I'll be hurt along the way. These things I face these days, in these last few months, they really are heart breaking... and I need help... but no more than anyone else on here. I know that they need prayer and that I can never do enough for them, even reaching out, or turning another cheek to an enemy can change their entire life but it's only one life of hundreds, of thousands that I wish I could. Lord I pray that if anything you bless me with the ability to help others in mass, to help through art or literature or music, or any of the many talents you've given me. And I do ask for you to reunite me with my ex-fiance, and for you to find me again emotionally, mentally and spiritually; but only if I can prove myself to do, and continue to walk your path. I'd love to continue through life in your eyes, with her hand-in-hand, into marriage, into old age, and on into your kingdom... But I know through suffering I only learn that there is more blinding light INSIDE me than I can find in most places I've ever SEEN, and even though I hurt I know that I can be and am becoming something that makes you smile. Strong, humble, loving, forgiving, helpful, kind, all the aspects in me grow through your trials God. If it pleases you I ask to face them alongside her. And that you bless all these readers, and all these other people in the forums with answers to their prayers as well. Amen.
