MikeKevin
Disciple of Prayer
I believe I've been under a supernatural curse. Stuck in a Hell dimension, a matrix written by a sadist. Stagnation, failure, loneliness, depression has been my lot for decades. No matter how hard I try to get out, I can\'t. I\'m 48 years old with a bad back and no health insurance. I work at a min wage job with teenagers who are my bosses. It\'s degrading, humiliating, demeaning. It\'s been over a decade since I\'ve been romantic with a woman. I\'m so lonely. My Mother is a cold sociopath. My father is a self absorbed narcissist. I\'ve sought out God, but my prayers seem blocked. I\'ve sought out different religions. Raised Christian, I called to Christ. Nothing. I then called to the God of Abraham. Nothing. Buddha, Nothing. Science, Nothing. I\'m desperate. Desperate folk do desperate thing. I want to be wealthy, healthy, happy, find love. I want the universe to restore the years the locusts have eaten. Please don't tell me 'God hears your prayers'. Perhaps he hears YOURS. But two people can be right beside each other in in two separate universes/dimensions. Mine is one where God doesn't hear me. I've had decades of proof of that. Perhaps in your dimension YOUR God can get through my dimension and help?