Your tears should be because you're happy you just beat the enemy my dear. God wants you to eat. You've just put a big ole smile on God's face.

YEEEEEEEESSS! Keep up the good work!! Each time you eat something, the enemy's getting weaker and God's smile is getting wider!
"I am weak, but Thou art strong;
Jesus, keep me from all wrong;
I’ll be satisfied as long
As I walk, let me walk close to Thee.
Just a closer walk with Thee,
Grant it, Jesus, is my plea,
Daily walking close to Thee,
Let it be, dear Lord, let it be.
Through this world of toil and snares,
If I falter, Lord, You care
You from me my burden shares.
None but Thee, dear Lord, none but Thee.
When my feeble life is o’er,
Time for me will be no more;
Guide me gently, safely o’er
To Thy kingdom shore, to Thy shore