Anonymous
Beloved of All
I assume I must be missing something, God. Truly because I am where I am in this world, I have interpreted where You have put me in the world as how You feel about me - which to me feels minuscule, pointless, somehow valueless. I live my life and I feel more like a shadow than a creature You made for a specific and important purpose. Jesus, truly I do not understand this. What on earth was the point of making me? I can't see any feasible purpose at play in my life, and I do not see any dawn ahead of me. I feel very hopeless, Jesus, yet somehow God promises this is not true.
God, if You have a good reason for keeping me alive can I know what it is so I myself can work actively at it? If You don't inform me, how will I not feel forsaken in my soul, though You have sworn never to forsake me? In Jesus Christ's name I am praying for the answers to these questions. Amen.
God, if You have a good reason for keeping me alive can I know what it is so I myself can work actively at it? If You don't inform me, how will I not feel forsaken in my soul, though You have sworn never to forsake me? In Jesus Christ's name I am praying for the answers to these questions. Amen.
