Glamialth
Disciple of Prayer
I am ### years old, never worked, and never will because of my social anxiety. What should I do? I read a lot of people that are just like me and I am happy they still ended up working even if they still struggle. But my problem doesn't end there because I also suffer with something worse than a slow learning disorder. I suffer with a neurological disorder, a brain injury, and I can't do the basic stuff like tie my shoes, use a shaver blade, or cut my nails, etc., so yeah, I am a worthless piece of shit. Thanks to God and Jesus, from suffering with about 10 different disorders, I am almost cured; I am like 95% or more healthy except for my brain injury and having an income. And btw, I have suffered with these problems since I was under ### and now I am just desperately praying to God and Jesus to give me some kind of a miracle talent. People always try to help, which I am grateful for, but humans can't help me; only thing humans can do is pray for me, that's it. And I think that's about it, my story, and my parents sadly still support me, and I know in the end I am going to be homeless. I tried to apply for jobs but I keep making excuses, scared, go crazy, etc., and I am all talk and no action. I did suffer with a severe porn addiction before, and now not much anymore, but now I mostly waste my time helping others to pray for them as I ask for prayers like this one. The last thing is I do a lot of online volunteering, so I can't say if I am lazy or not, still since I just stay on my computer like 24/7 almost. To be honest, yes, I love just staying inside my home 24/7, just helping others on here and being on freerice.com, helping others from 10am-10pm, but of course, I don't want to be homeless, and just thinking about jobs working in public, etc., makes me think of hell; I hate it, and I also love being alone, independent, but to bad I am not smart enough to work from home jobs, so yeah.