Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am a 30-year-old woman married from the Philippines last May 2013. My daughter passed away, and my husband works abroad. We have a lot of misunderstandings between me and my husband. His mother always provokes him to forget me. My mother-in-law and sister-in-law dislike their son/brother because I am strongly ugly. They always pray to curse me with misfortune in my life. Suddenly, my daughter passed away. I hurt! Why did my daughter pass away? It would be better if my husband died. I told myself in a very angry way. One day, I visited my husband's relatives. His aunt held my hand very tightly and seriously told me, "Forgive me! I have to tell you this: your in-laws hexed you and your daughter. That's the reason why your daughter passed away!" Then I got shocked. I couldn't breathe. I felt that the entire world covered me. I never cry! The only thing is hate for those people. I said that's why my daughter's autopsy result/report was unidentified death. Then I talked to my husband about this matter, but he ignores me and hates me too. In my situation, I did my best as a mother. I opened my heart to accept everything that God made a way for me.
Please help me for my prayer for new hope, new life, meet new people, I can stand alone, I can find a job right now I am a job seeker.
Dear God,
Please forgive me; I am a sinner too. Clean my heart, oh God. God, please help me for my needs so I can start to work soon so I can make myself busy and avoid thinking about my past. Let my husband wake up to the truth and stand with his own feet and not depend on his parent's and sister's decisions. God, please help me to forgive those people, and I can face forward in life. I can find a job.
These all I pray in the name of Jesus, my God, and my savior. AMEN.
Please help me for my prayer for new hope, new life, meet new people, I can stand alone, I can find a job right now I am a job seeker.
Dear God,
Please forgive me; I am a sinner too. Clean my heart, oh God. God, please help me for my needs so I can start to work soon so I can make myself busy and avoid thinking about my past. Let my husband wake up to the truth and stand with his own feet and not depend on his parent's and sister's decisions. God, please help me to forgive those people, and I can face forward in life. I can find a job.
These all I pray in the name of Jesus, my God, and my savior. AMEN.
