Ammm
Disciple of Prayer
I am wanting strength and an answer if I'm thinking correctly about a relationship situation. I'm very despondent. My post-menopausal depression came back despite the meds. For some reason I started having feelings for my first husband who is not married and I thought it might be from God since it's been 20 years and I know now that God can do miracles! My ex is not interested in anyone though he says I'm still attractive. Two kids say this is evil since I had been married briefly (to a man who really did not want me) and it would go against God's word in Deuteronomy 24:1-4. Some pastors say this is Old Testament and does not pertain to now. I do need to pray for my ex's full salvation first, though. I just don't want to give up hope but maybe it is wrong and I should forget about him. It's just that I see him all the time because of kids and grandchildren. We have other things in common, too. I guess I just can't let go. Please give me the strength to forget about him if God does not allow this and clarity if I am wrong in my thinking that the family could be restored despite all that's happened in the past before my salvation. These past holidays were great but now I'm all alone again and it's debilitating, hard to function. Thank you for praying! All glory to God!

