broken winged
Humble Prayer Warrior
I am up again Jesus trying to find a way to silence all. I struggle with this daily and no one understands what this is like and to ever utter a word aloud of what truly ails me I would be persecuted worse and definately seen as crazy. Why does this world shun you for being different and viewing all and everyone at a different frequency is feared? The faithful so closed and unwilling to accept blessing when approached? I am seen as an outkast from all including familial yet they seek me for guidance? I have been overly sensitive and the empath in me too forward. I have tried to surpress it yet it eacapes me and I startled many to the point of being personally confused. I pray that these episodes remain isolated for people do not desire to see within anymore. I pray to have control of my free will and gift so that I may live in and at peace unobstructed. I pray to be released from what you hear my soul/spirit cry out... Help to keep me grounded, charged, energized, and clear so that my final decisions be free of judgement and of self judgement. The strength, courage, wisdom and all I need to be all my children need. To finally put to rest the inner tourments that plaugue me to self condemnation and the physical echo effect my emparhy/site seems to play out to a hault. I feel as if I have stopped emanating light and love at times and during these episodes that again... Startled many. Freedom from thy self is my prayer father.. In Jesus Christ name... Amen.
