broken winged
Humble Prayer Warrior
I am up again Jesus trying to find a way to silence all. I struggle with this daily and no one understands what this is like and to ever utter a word aloud of what truly ails me I would be persecuted worse and definitely seen as crazy. Why does this world shun you for being different and viewing all and everyone at a different frequency is feared? The faithful so closed and unwilling to accept blessing when approached? I am seen as an outcast from all including familial yet they seek me for guidance? I have been overly sensitive and the empath in me too forward. I have tried to suppress it yet it escapes me and I startled many to the point of being personally confused. I pray that these episodes remain isolated for people do not desire to see within anymore. I pray to have control of my free will and gift so that I may live in and at peace unobstructed. I pray to be released from what you hear my soul/spirit cry out... Help to keep me grounded, charged, energized, and clear so that my final decisions be free of judgment and of self-judgment. The strength, courage, wisdom and all I need to be all my children need. To finally put to rest the inner torments that plague me to self-condemnation and the physical echo effect my empathy/site seems to play out to a halt. I feel as if I have stopped emanating light and love at times and during these episodes that again... Startled many. Freedom from thyself is my prayer father.. In Jesus Christ name... Amen.
