Sheila I prayed for you today. That you would understand how very much God loves you and that you would surrender Your will to His. That you would seek to live your life for Him, according to His Word, obeying Him and believing that He will accomplish what is absolutely best for you. It may take some hard times due to your past actions, but He will see you through, giving you hope and wisdom to live a right life for Him. He will take care of the details as you submit to His will, turn from any sin, and choose daily to seek His face and do His will. And most of all He will replace the anxiety with peace, as your faith grows and you believe beyond any doubt that He is in control of your life.
The angel of Yahweh encamps round about those who fear him, And delivers them. Oh taste and see that Yahweh is good: Blessed is the [noble] man who takes refuge in him. Oh fear Yahweh, youhis saints; For there is no want to those who fear him.
(Psa 34:7-9)
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
(1Jo 1:9)