janus
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. I feel that i am in a loveless marriage. I loved my husband so much but through the years i have felt it dwindling because of his ways, sometimes verbally and emotionally abusive. He has questionable loyalty as he has many times bashed me in front of friends or behind my back to his family, even ex wife and ex girlfriend. He makes up stories about me for people to hate me and feel sorry for him. He has lied to me many times, talking to other women, going out with them etc that i just totally lost respect and love for him. He is not romantic to me and i feel like he is avoiding me sometimes. We have 2 kids that we both love so much. I want to leave the marriage but i dont want to wreck my family. I have no money of my own and i dont think i can give my kids the life that they deserve if we break up. But i really want to just be happy and be loved. I most deserve it. Please pray for me. Whatever the outcome please pray for my inner peace. Thank you all for your prayers