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BluEyedSW
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Right this minute, I am as scared as I have ever been. I have not worked in a long time and my unemployment benefits have now ended. I have no money and my bills are piling up. I am sinking in a world of debt and I am scared. I have a college degree...yet I can find no job. I go to bed at night crying out to God to help me, but so far nothing is working out. I wish I were dead and did not have this constant worry, but I cannot take my own life...I have a wonderful 11 year old daughter that I cannot leave. If not for her...I would end this horrible life. I am a sinner. I steal food from the grocery store. Perhaps that is why God does not answer my prayers. I have resorted to calling random wealthy people that I know of to beg for money. I am at my lowest point. I am a failure. No one is going to help me and I don't blame them...they probably think I am some crazy nut calling and asking for money. I am so broke. I have found that there is nothing more scary than not knowing how you are going to pay the stack of bills. What am I going to do? I am depressed and cry all the time. What kind of mother is that? It is Spring Break for my daughter and we cannot even afford to leave the house to go up the road. I just want to work. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I am a mess!! Perhaps if better Christians pray for me to get a job...God will listen and answer the prayer. I am so afraid. Please, please pray for me and my daughter.
