Praying for you, the sweet sister of Jesus who is ALWAYS the first to pray on everyone's posts!!! He will aid you, he loves you. Just think of Jesus hugging you and filling you with his peace. Here's a beautiful poem I'd like to share with you. It's named Footprints In The Sand
One night Shermarie had a dream. She dreamed she was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from her life. For each scene, she noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to her and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of her life flashed before her, she looked back at the footprints in the sand. She noticed that many times along the path of her life there was only one set of footprints. She also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of her life.
This really bothered her and she questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.
The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, Shermarie, I Love you and I would never leave you! During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.