bronson38
Beloved of All
I am praying still for my application to be approved. Seriously, I never heard of waiting this long for something like this. Please Lord, when I wake up tomorrow, let something good for once happen. Let them call and just approve this place. There really is no other options open. The waiting lists for other apartments are ridiculous in this city. Please do something and help me. I don't know what else to do or think of, only you do, Father. Let me out of this hell hole! This is torture here. I've never seen anything like it. I wake up shaking and so nervous it literally is going to kill me; I can feel it so please send speedy help here! And yes, I am thankful for what little bit of things I have and a roof over my head; things can be worse, I understand that. But this situation I am in makes me feel so used and abused; it's not even funny. I wish there was something else I can think or do, but I can't. I am completely clueless on what to do. My life is a complete disaster. I do pray for them not to target me because of their problems and issues or things they are going without. It's not my problem. They really need to stop! I have nothing to do with the things they don't have and I am getting called names and being called upon to buy stuff for them when they are out. I am so tired of this. Lord, make it stop, please, at least till I'm out of here. My soul is being sucked right out of me, let alone I have my own problems which are worse than theirs to deal with. Only you can make good out of all this. Please, I pray for better days ahead asap. I love you, Lord, please let me wake up happy and hear great news to move out of here. Amen.
