mmagruder
Prayer Warrior
I have been on here every day sometimes multiple times a day asking for prayers to heal from this miscarriage and to let me conceive again. It has been a month since I was told that my baby died and still nothing...I am still ill and my body has not healed. I feel like this is some sick joke. Like God wants me to pray and ask for this but then has better things to do. I see tons of pregnant women that cannot take care of their kids without assistance or they use their kids for assistance. Or the ones that mistreat them. You think they would not have any but NO it happens to me. I begin to question my faith and why I even put here. For torture? This has been one of the most horrendous experiences and yet no relief. I have a dr visit tomorrow. We will see what happens now. I'm not sure your prayers will even be answered if you post them. I want to be a mom so bad and here I am dealing with this. I hope your prayers are answered--at least someone's are.

