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holdingontoJesus
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I am on the verge of having a nervous breakdown. My only sister died 3/26/2010 of a massive heart attack, I took care of my terminally ill parents, my mother died of kidney cancer 8/4/10, my father died of bladder/prostate cancer 3/17/2011, my daughter-in-law died one week before she was to turn 30 of a massive heart attack on 8/31/2011. My son has remarried already had another baby and I worry about my grandchildren, especially my grandson who is only 8 as she doesn't like him. I cannot sleep, not a restful sleep, all night long, every night it is like a slideshow of moments in my life with my loved ones. I get no rest. I cannot find a job as the employers think I have been out of the workforce too long and I have no skills. I was in management and quit in Dec 2008 to assist with my parents. I ask that the blood of Jesus cleanse me and make my mind clear and that I have no more dreams and may be able to get on with my life, I honestly just feel like dying. Please pray for ###! I cannot continue to live like this.
