Alone Lonely
Account Closed
I have never understood love
I have never been loved unconditionally
I have tried to make up for that by diving fully into love with all that I had to give.
Yet here I am now emptied and useless.
God used to love me but I can no longer feel his love.
So I am surrounded by people and I connect to none of them.
They connect to each other and tolerate me.
I must be a monster.
I know I am not good looking people have never shied from telling me
Am I supposed to be alone.
Ame I the embodiment of and unloved thing?
Please lord take me from this place.
My life has been one failed experiment
I will take the blame for this. I ama sinner who tries to do better and fails.
I don't know what I am doing.
Just END me lord.
I do not have the strength to end it or i would have years ago but why force me
to walk this path unloved and alone?
I doubt there is a scripture or a prayer for me.
I am abomination..
I have never been loved unconditionally
I have tried to make up for that by diving fully into love with all that I had to give.
Yet here I am now emptied and useless.
God used to love me but I can no longer feel his love.
So I am surrounded by people and I connect to none of them.
They connect to each other and tolerate me.
I must be a monster.
I know I am not good looking people have never shied from telling me
Am I supposed to be alone.
Ame I the embodiment of and unloved thing?
Please lord take me from this place.
My life has been one failed experiment
I will take the blame for this. I ama sinner who tries to do better and fails.
I don't know what I am doing.
Just END me lord.
I do not have the strength to end it or i would have years ago but why force me
to walk this path unloved and alone?
I doubt there is a scripture or a prayer for me.
I am abomination..
