I am not happy with my life. I am not happy with how

[Anonymous]

I am not happy with my life. I am not happy with how God has treated me. I am not happy that I have never received the love and care that the Lord has promised me. I am not happy that God himself does things to me for which he sends people to hell. I am not happy that God demands us to keep the 10 commandments but He Himself does not. I have wanted to be treated by God as I have treated Him. I have sought righteousness but received unrighteousness from God Himself. My youth and time is wasted. There is nothing in this world that makes me happy and neither will God make me happy. I already know that I am going to hell for being disappointed but I am also too disappointed in God to repent of being disappointed. There is no way out for me. I wish to die. I sincerely wish to die. Even if God would answer all my prayers with yes right now, I still won't want to worship Him anymore. I just want to die. I am afraid to commit suicide because I don't want to go through that much physical pain as jumping from a high place would cause. I wish there were an option for me that the angel of death would come and take me.

 

[adepury]

I pray that you will receive God's blessing and his peace. Life is hard, incredibly so at time and walking with God won't mean that you won't have problems but walking without will mean that you have nothing but problems.

 

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