chtipton
Disciple of Prayer
I am not a very religious person. I have been hoping that the faith that many people have in God would somehow touch me but it hasn't. I try talking to God each week, usually in my car and ask for help in believing in Him but nothing. I was brought up to believe in God and as I've gotten older, that belief has slowly left me. I am not one to be a church goer either. Right now, I am praying for a few things besides my belief in Him. My health is getting slowly worse. My eyesight is getting blurry off and on and my stomach pain is getting slowly worse. I can't afford to go see the doctor about these either. My wife and I are barely making ends meet and I can't find a better job anywhere! So, that is stressing me out A LOT. I feel more and more helpless each day and I have tried asking for strength and help from Him but nothing. All of my friends have moved away, so I really don't have any "real" friends to simply talk to. I guess I am feeling very alone. I suppose I am just venting some now. Thanks all!
