Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am losing my way. I am feeling very emotional, was on academic probation... But now, I am in a rut. I didn't pass this semester either, and had to do an appeal for my financial aid, and academic suspension. A lot of things seem to be going wrong, and I am trying not to lose faith. But I feel so broken. I don't even have a job, and I need money to pay for my books in the summer. Time is quickly passing by, and I just don't know what to do. The way things are looking, it just looks like I will possibly have to sit out for a semester or be terminated completely. I am scared, ashamed, angry, sad, and lost. My boyfriend is being deployed soon also, and I don't know how to feel about that. I feel like our relationship is starting to crumble. I really do love him, and you can tell he loves me.. but the communication is an issue. I feel depressed about everything. Please pray for me, my soul and wellbeing, as I will for you.