asilverlizard
Disciple of Prayer
I am is desperate need of help from my Lord and savior Jesus Christ, I suffer from addiction, depression, anxiety and chronic physical pain every day. The pain is a result of a condition called compartment syndrome which I developed as a result of becoming unconscious after using too much heroin and passing out in a position that caused the circulation to be cut off to my right leg for an extended period of time, I now have numbness and nerve damage to my right leg that causes extreme pain, difficulty walking and doing normal everyday activities which has led to overwhelming depression. I know I don't deserve help because this is all a result of my inability to stop using drugs. So much of this could have been avoided had I stopped. I now have become suicidal because the pain and depression is becoming unbearable but I have 2 wonderful kids who need me to be strong and there for them, they don't have there mother in their lives and haven't since 2006 so if I was to commit suicide it would devastate them and I can't do that to them. I need help, I don't want to be an addict anymore, be depressed and struggle with this horrible pain anymore or at least as much. I need people to pray for me please, I need to feel the comfort of having Jesus with me in this difficult time of need, not even so much for me but so I can be there for my children.


