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Disciple of Prayer
I am in need of some very serious prayer. Since April, my life has been a living nightmare. I am so severely depressed that I can't snap out of it. I Lost my Kids in April to their dad; nothing bad, it's just what the kids wanted. On top of that, I might lose my house because it's based on my kids through a housing program. During all of this, I was dating what I thought was a nice guy, and he kept telling me, "don't worry about nothing, I can come live with him and so on." Well, to make it short, when that time came, he never showed up to get me and then blamed him not coming on everything but the truth. I forgave him for that, and we got back together, made other plans to meet up, and so I go, and needless to say, I go and he doesn't show and leaves me stranded for 4 days, no way home, no money, no nothing. Then after that, he calls me everything but a person and tells me to go kill myself and sends me pictures of him and his girlfriend. I need to be able to forgive him and go on. Then I started dating another guy, and we get into an argument, and of course, he blames me for that, not what he did. Needless to say, he smacks the crap out of me and then refuses to take me home and then gets all his friends and family involved, and they scheme against me and still lied about it and made me to be the liar in front of everyone. God knows he did it, I know he did it, and he knows he did it. I just want him to admit it, say sorry, and move on with whatever is to come between us. I need prayer for an attitude adjustment. I have a lot of anger built up towards men for my childhood and for current things that have happened. I need to be free from all that so I can have a lasting relationship with a man. I am a little angry with my Kids for wanting to go live with their dad and leaving me with nothing. I need to be set free of it all, been held captive in depression for too long.
