cher0kee
Humble Servant of All
I am in need of serious prayer. My so called significant other drives me to a level of anger that can and will eventually end violently. She puts me down, she talks about me to other people. She emotionally cheated on me with her ex behind my back for nearly 3 years. People say I allow it, well not without a fight. She reels me back in saying she's going to change. Then when a simple disagreement arises, she's back to her old ways. She lied to me 6 months ago saying she'd go to counseling. We went one time. Now she says she's basically perfect, and doesn't need counseling. She doesn't see the problems and issues within herself. She treats me like garbage when she gets angry. I pray Lord, you either get her out of my life for good or she does change how she treats me 100% for the better. I have PTSD, so its nothing for me to snap. And one of these days, enough will be enough.
