Kerivtice
Disciple of Prayer
I am in a state of confusion now whether I am wrong or right. If I am wrong, then I would like to change myself, but I always considered myself wrong. The thing is, me and my mother always have a fight because I usually talk back more often as she used to scold me like hell. The moment I wake up, she would start criticizing me. Still, I used to keep quiet, but after returning from school, it's the same thing. So when I reached from school, I am usually tired and unable to take her words, so I usually talk back. Actually, I talked back because mentally I am no longer healthy. They want me to be studious, though I try hard to be studious, but couldn't as mentally now I am not fit. According to me, taking too much scolding had led my brain to being abnormal. Now, whenever I am being scolded, my head seems to be like exploding, or whenever a girl shouts, I feel like going berserk. I tried to talk with my parents, but they always said I was getting very bad because I regarded my parents' scolding as a nuisance. My head hurts; it's not that I get too angry; it just happened automatically. Also, I have a syndrome in which I usually experience chest burns (24*7), abdomen pain, muscle contraction, and many more, but still, I kept it hidden because whenever I told my parents, they usually said you always said that when we scold you. Also, they never listen to what we have to say. Whenever I talk, they always put say don't act oversmart. Also, they like comparing me to my cousins who have a life opposite to me. Their parents are very cooperative, and they are all good in studies.
I feel like my parents don't understand me. Till date, I have been trying to change myself as I have always considered myself wrong. Also, they always put me aside, and till date, I feel like I am alone in my family, like an outsider in my own house. Now, I think they are wrong, so please pray for me. I want to know whether I am wrong or right. I am willing to change myself if I am wrong.
I feel like my parents don't understand me. Till date, I have been trying to change myself as I have always considered myself wrong. Also, they always put me aside, and till date, I feel like I am alone in my family, like an outsider in my own house. Now, I think they are wrong, so please pray for me. I want to know whether I am wrong or right. I am willing to change myself if I am wrong.