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Faithful Servant
I am having a really hard time today. I have stayed faithful in prayer not only for myself but for others also. I have complete trust in God. I want His will done in my life. I really need prayers for my wife Missy and I. The emotional roller coaster that i have been on for the last several months is killing me. I see Gods works in her life. Then the next day it seems she is more determined than ever to seek a divorce. We do not and have never fought. She says she has fallen out of love with me. She does things that shows me she cares on a regular basis. She says Im still her best friend but I deserve more love than she is able to give me. I dont pressure her I dont talk about our situation unless she brings it up because she said she needed space and no pressure to figure out what she is wanting to do. We still live in the same house and sleep in the same bed. Today she told me she is looking at apartments in a town about 4 hours away. On Fathers Day she gave me a gift and a nice card saying how glad she was that she was my wife. My mind is going in circles and the tears flow constantly. God has a plan and I am praying and trying to find it. I need comfort and lots of prayers please. I feel like my love grows stronger every day. She is always encouraging me to go out with friends and stuff so I will be ok when she leaves. Lord God help me please.