Bindu nair
Disciple of Prayer
.i am going thru mental and physical torture by my hubby. I don't have mental peace at home. And apart from his behaviour, now I am worried for my kids. I have twin boys who are in senior KG. Yesterday their school teacher called me saying that my younger son ### is studying properly but my elder son ### is very naughty in class with no attention. Please go to meet the counselor. When I met the counselor, she told me they will take assessment of my elder one ### which will cost me ### every month. I told them I cannot afford. As brother, I am already paying ### each for both of them that comes up to ### monthly and apart from that I am staying on rent since ### yrs paying ###. I don't own a home neither I have a peaceful life....and now the teacher says, if the counselor says that they will repeat the child in the same class then even we can't do anything. Hearing this I am broken from everywhere. I am actually alive only for my kids. What wrong did I do to anyone that God has given me only tears since ### yrs. There isn't a full stop to my problems. I have been sending mails to you since yrs...yet in these ### yrs no miracle changed my life neither my hubby has changed. Yesterday whole day I was disturbed because of kids and this shit man again hit me...the pain was unbearable. Why am I alive and for whom? Why can't God see my tears? Brother please pray for my kids. They are the only hope I have. I don't want them to repeat this year. Hope your prayer this time at least create a miracle in my life.
