Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am feeling extremely discouraged. I have been out of work for a while now. I have been out of work for this whole year. I am losing my home and I am also a single parent. I have been applying for jobs and have been on interviews but to nothing has came through. I received 2 emails for two jobs I applied for and was rejected again. I can't take this anymore. What have I done to deserve this? I was a stay-at-home mom and was the primary caregiver to 5 kids- 2 of them are special needs. My ex-husband was abusive. After he left the home and the divorce went through- he used the kids against me- I was the only one doing all the school stuff, doctors' appointments, and 2 of my kids ended up hospitalized for bipolar disorder. My ex-husband did nothing to help me. He wanted to watch me fail and now he's getting what he wants- I am losing everything. I am really hoping to hear from another job I applied for as a content editor for an educational company called Achieve 3000. I really wanted to have a shot with this job. I am very familiar with this company and this would have been a big blessing to me and my family. Please pray that God will move mountains and I at least get an interview with this company. But I am afraid I may have blown that job too. I haven't heard from them and really hoping I didn't blow it like I feel like I did. I really want to work from home and it's been something that has been on my mind for a little while now and have been applying for it. No other jobs outside of home jobs have come through. I haven't had time to grieve the loss of 3 family members because of everything that has been going on. Not to mention my son tried to commit suicide back in February and was hospitalized and then therapy and antidepressant meds. I really want to work from home with good pay. Please God make this happen for me.
