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I am completely empty…there is not one ounce of strength, hope, self-esteem, or faith… I am totally crushed… I have lost all faith in myself — because everything I thought, hoped, believed was possible; was all false… have I been completely delusional or living in a fantasy world my entire life? I don’t believe in myself… there is nothing left of me… why????? Why was I so wrong? Why did I feel so sure about something for so long? How could I have been so wrong? Was he lying to me all along? Did he ever care? I am so hurt that he didn’t have one word for me… he told me himself, just recently, that I was always so thoughtful — but yet I pour my heart out & he has nothing to say? Does he have any idea how much that hurts? Does he even care??? Why God, was he put in my path? Was this all supposed to happen? Is it karma? Because I’m a bad person? Why can’t I just at least get these answers?? Please… I don’t know what to do… do you see me????? Do you see my pain??? Does it even matter???? Nothing but rejection… I am alone… my heart has died…
 
Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.
 
I am so sorry for your pain and tears right now. This is temporary. If you have been lied to then you have been sinned against and that is not your fault. You are not delusional if you trusted someone's love or their word and now find out they are lying or they do not want to commit. You being delusional is a lie from Satan. You must keep moving forward with hope in God not man. We are in a fallen world. I am very very sorry that someone chose to do the wrong thing and you were hurt as a result. See what they have done now, grieve it and forgive them but move away from them to someone worth your trust and love. God hears your cries and sees every tear and he is sad with you. If this person is unfaithful or has lied they have sinned against GOD first and foremost by their actions. God is also hurt like you. Or if they are just not capable of loving and being faithful to their past words, then they do not deserve your faithful love. The consequences of sin is that other people get hurt in their path. That is why God gives us guidance on how to treat each other. Because we are all sinners, the only perfect relationship in our life is the one we have with Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit. Run to Him! He can bring you people that are good when you pray to him. He can give you better discernment. All good comes from God.

Have hope! Your God protects you and redeems you. You can be sure that God will rescue you out of any pit.

Look at Joseph in the Bible. He loved God and always did God's will. His brothers were jealous that he was a favorite son so all the brothers gave him to slave traders and told the dad he had died. Joseph was a slave in the Pharaoh's house where he won his favor and became his #2 advisor. Then he ran into trouble again when the Pharaoh's wife wanted to have an affair with Joseph and he refused. So the wife lied and said he tried to rape her. He was in jail now, but he kept his hope in God. He was able to interpret a dream for the king that no one else could interpret and once again was put into power. He ended up saving grain for he knew a famine was coming. In the end his brothers who betrayed him came to him asking for food. He had mercy on them. God's always on our side even when things seem hopeless and people sin against us.

Dear Lord, You our comfortor and redeemer. I lift up this Christian to you right now. They are hurting and need so much because of the sinful actions of another. Please have mercy and comfort them. Bring them trustworthy friends and relationships. Help them to discern good character. Help them to know you are in control. Help them forgive and not be bitter. Help them to move forward to a better relationship. Lord I pray they make you their only God and they will trust in your might and your strength and love and your power to bring them someone better. Dry their tears. The devil is trying to lie to them and tell them they are lost and hopeless. Lord we know you have a plan, a plan to prosper and not harm and plan for hope and a future. Replace all lies with your truth. Help this person grieve the loss of this trusting relationship and move forward. Help them to find hope in you! Bring them friends to comfort them in this time. Lord it says in the word that "you are near to the broken hearted" and we thank you. It says in the word that "God will never leave us or forsake us." Thank you this Christian is not alone and you will bring them through this. We love you Lord. In your son's beautiful name we pray.

Amen
 
May God enable you to reach the highest height, bless you, comfort you, and engage you in a profound life changing way. May God help you find what you seek and receive all you ask for in Jesus name, Amen!
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 
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