I am begging you to take my life away. ...

[seekingmercy]

I am begging you to take my life away. I am 28 and I am scared of living for another 60 years. I am scared of meeting people or talking to people, even friends. I pretend with everyone including parents. I can't take the guilt of worrying my oarents, I can't take the guilt of screwing up my life, and I can't take the guilt of losing the best thing that happened to me because of my own actions. I haven't been happy in a while, in between I got happiness and content and I lost it too, and I haven't gotten over that. I had a lot of faith in God, knowing he knows what's best and good things are ahead, but I've lost my faith too, because I keep praying to you to save me misery, and I keep getting more. I can't live this life, I have a good job and great parents, but I can't feel happiness. I want to quit everything and go home and hug my mom and stay there but that isn't an option. I've prayed for a lot of things here, I haven't gotten any, but dashed hopes. And I beg you to give my life to someone more deserving and take me away, because I want to stop feeling. I am scared of happiness, because Everytime someone or something made me happy, they immediately also made me extremely sad, including you. I came to this country because of you, and I made decisions only after praying to you and waiting for things to happen. I want to stop feeling, and the only way for that to happen is to die. I can't kill myself and let others deal with that misery. So please, take me by natural causes, or give me physical pain and take me away. Physical pain is better than mental pain. Please I am begging you.

 

[SET FREE]

THE LORD CREATED YOU FOR A REASON.. HE LOVES YOU... HE HAS MANY WONDERFUL BLESSINGS IN STORE FOR YOU, AND YOU DID NOT WANT TO MISS OUT ON THEM.. TOMORROW IS A BRAND NEW DAY. FULL OF THESE BLESSINGS.. THE SUN SHALL SHINE AGAIN... TRUST IN THE LOVE OF OUR HEAVENLY FATHER, FOR HIS LOVE IS LIKE THAT OF NO OTHER.. HE SHALL NEVER FORSAKE YOU.. HE IS OF THE MOST LOYAL IN OUR LIVES... BELIEVE MY DEAR FRIEND.... STICK AROUND & BELIEVE.... GOD BLESS YOU!

 

[Grovers]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Ellier15]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[kdudkey]

I pray that God will soon show you your purpose. God loves you and want you to be happy. Fulfilling God's word by loving others and giving to others bring us happiness. We are not here just for ourselves and our own happiness. We are hear to make others happy, and in turn we are blessed and happy. I will pray for you and pray that you see your strengths, uniqueness, and how valuable you are to God. Everyday speak words of positivity, rather you believe it or not. Instead of saying, I am not happy. Say boldly and loudly, "I am happy. I am a child of God, and today I will be blessed and God will have favor on me. God is already working on me. I am destined for something great". Say it until you know it, you believe it.

Amen

 

[KateLee]

I am praying for you. IJNI Amen

 

[val7]

Dear Lord,

Touch, heal and lift 'seekingmercy' RIGHT NOW! Let SM know that they are a child of God, created in your perfect image, and destined for a future of hope and promise.  Have them read these responses and know that prayer warriors are in the battle for them RIGHT NOW, coming against all evil and praying protection over them.

In Jesus Holy Name,

Amen

***

SM,  I repeat the valuable words of prayer warrior, kdudkey:

Say boldly and loudly, "I am happy. I am a child of God, and today I will be blessed and God will have favor on me. God is already working on me. I am destined for something great". Say it until you know it, you believe it.

DO THIS. Say it even if you don't believe it yet, say it out loud! Believe it!

God's promises are real - the devil is a liar. It IS that simple.

 

[Keety]

I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. -Ephesians 3:16-19

May the Lord bless you and keep you and make His face to shine upon you.

In Jesus name, amen.

 

[AAB]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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