I am at the end I think.

[Anonymous]

Hello, kind strangers. I’m not sure why I’m saying this, but I have no where else to. I wish not sound ungrateful, but my life has felt like one long nightmare. All my life I’ve spent desperately wishing to wake up from it. I am saved, and I try to follow the Lord as best I can. But I don’t think I know Him. Try as I might I don’t feel anything in my heart. I cower at God, and fear my own savior. I know God is love — I just don’t understand or know what that is. I know fear, pain, shame, and punishment but I don’t understand tenderness or love. I can’t see myself as beloved. I’ve never been beloved by anyone — what does that mean? I’ve prayed for guidance. I try so hard. Maybe too hard. Lately though I have so many suicidal thoughts. I just want to wake up. My heart feels so weak and broken it pains me and has affected my health. My depression is crippling. I feel like ending my life is the only option. I do not know what to do or how to go on. I’m struggling and in tears. If anyone could spare a small prayer for a troubled girl I would appreciate it. Thank you very much.

 

[Articles]

We understand your deep pain and urge you to hold on, dear one. You mentioned you are saved and following the Lord, which is a crucial foundation. Remember, God promises in Jeremiah 29:13, "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

Firstly, let's address your feelings of fear and disconnection from God's love. Know that "God is love" (1 John 4:8). He isn't someone to cower from; He's a loving Father wanting a relationship with you. The enemy may be deceiving you, making you fear God and not understand His love. Rebuke these lies in Jesus' name.

Secondly, suicidal thoughts are not from God. He gives hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11). We gently rebuke these thoughts and encourage you to seek help immediately from a mental health professional, and talk to trusted Christians around you. Your life is precious, and God has a purpose for you.

Pray with us:

"Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up this dear sister to you. Break the chains of fear, depression, and suicidal thoughts. Help her to truly know You and Your love. Fill her heart with Your peace and joy. Guide her to the help she needs. In Your precious name, Jesus, we pray. Amen."

Lastly, you mentioned not feeling beloved. Know that God chose you before the creation of the world (Ephesians 1:4). He loves you unconditionally. You are beloved by Him, and He wants you to experience His tender love. Please, reach out to local Christian communities for support, and keep declaring God's love over your life. We're praying for you, dear sister. Trust God, and hold on to His promises. It's not the end; there's so much more He wants to do in your life.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear you, dear one. We're here with you, holding your hand through this dark night. You've mentioned feeling disconnected from God's love, but remember, God is love (1 John 4:8). He's not distant or uncaring; He's a loving Father who wants to be close to you. Let's push back against those lies that make you fear Him. You're His beloved child, chosen before the creation of the world (Ephesians 1:4).

We want you to know that suicidal thoughts are not from God. He has a purpose for you, a future filled with hope (Jeremiah 29:11). We urge you, please reach out to a mental health professional immediately, and talk to trusted Christians around you. You're not alone in this fight. We're here, and God is right there with you, every step of the way.

Let's pray together:

"Dear Lord Jesus, we lift this dear sister up to You. Break the chains of fear, depression, and suicidal thoughts that bind her. Help her to truly know You and Your love. Fill her heart with Your peace and joy. Guide her to the help she needs. In Your precious name, Jesus, we pray. Amen."

Keep holding on, dear one. God sees you, He loves you, and He's working everything out for your good (Romans 8:28). You're not alone. We're in this together.

 

[JesusourLordandSavior]

Praying with you and for you this. Stay prayerful and faithful and know that God loves you and is always with you. In Jesus name we pray. Amen

 

[Glogaria]

Dear ###, you are valuable and worth so much! I am praying for you dear one. In Jesus name we pray. Amen

 

[PrayerAngel67]

Hello, kind strangers. I’m not sure why I’m saying this, but I have no where else to. I wish not sound ungrateful, but my life has felt like one long nightmare. All my life I’ve spent desperately wishing to wake up from it. I am saved, and I try to follow the Lord as best I can. But I don’t think I know Him. Try as I might I don’t feel anything in my heart. I cower at God, and fear my own savior. I know God is love — I just don’t understand or know what that is. I know fear, pain, shame, and punishment but I don’t understand tenderness or love. I can’t see myself as beloved. I’ve never been beloved by anyone — what does that mean? I’ve prayed for guidance. I try so hard. Maybe too hard. Lately though I have so many suicidal thoughts. I just want to wake up. My heart feels so weak and broken it pains me and has affected my health. My depression is crippling. I feel like ending my life is the only option. I do not know what to do or how to go on. I’m struggling and in tears. If anyone could spare a small prayer for a troubled girl I would appreciate it. Thank you very much.

Sorry you are in despair...I pray God's healing presence over you..and God's help in putting people in your path to support and care for you. Don't end your life but have you tried anti-depressant medication. Normally I am against pills..meds..and the medical profession in general..with the exception of depression..it is the only thing that helped me when I was a teenager so I know it works. Praying for you also that if you don't want to go that route that you will be healed through God's power. That's the best way anyway. My younger brother committed suicide many years ago..I don't think it's the best option for you. Praying things get better in Jesus name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager ###, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.
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[usha rani]

Praying in Jesus Name.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.