Thriumorhill
Disciple of Prayer
Hi family, thanks and praise be to the Lord and thank you for taking the time to read my request.
I have been struggling with addiction for years - addiction to vaping, addiction to caffeine, addiction to food - these things have become habitual sins in my life and I can’t seem to break free from them no matter how hard I try.
I would like a prayer to not only break my addictions, but to overcome the root causes of these things which is childhood trauma and narcissistic abuse. My parents were drinkers and they had problems with addiction too. They encouraged me to eat too much and this caused me to turn to food and eat my emotions instead of communicating with them and I feel like I never had my needs for love and attention and understanding met. This pain is deep and I don’t know how to resolve it.
I have been praying to God for years about these issues but they never seem to go away as I am still living with my parents and the emotional abuse and manipulation continues while I turn to these substances for relief, even knowing that they are the wrong means by which to fill the void in my heart.
I am tired of being an addict - I am tired of being beholden to these things - I am tired of the pain in my heart and the resentment that I feel towards my parents who constantly discouraged me, belittled me, put me down etc. and drove me to a point where I feel like I lost my sense of self.
I know I chose to use and abuse these things of my own volition, but the pain was too much for me to endure as a child and I didn’t know how else to cope with it.
Please, I ask in the name of Jesus Christ, please intercede for me - please ask God to break these toxic patterns in my life and set me free. I don’t want to live in bondage anymore and I feel deeply convicted in my heart that I am living in habitual sin but I don’t know how to get out of it.
Your prayers are greatly appreciated - thank you for taking the time to read this and for any means of help that you can give me in the spirit.
May God bless you greatly and please let me know how I can pray for you too.
All Glory be to God forever.
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, by the power in the name of Jesus Christ, I pray. Amen
I have been struggling with addiction for years - addiction to vaping, addiction to caffeine, addiction to food - these things have become habitual sins in my life and I can’t seem to break free from them no matter how hard I try.
I would like a prayer to not only break my addictions, but to overcome the root causes of these things which is childhood trauma and narcissistic abuse. My parents were drinkers and they had problems with addiction too. They encouraged me to eat too much and this caused me to turn to food and eat my emotions instead of communicating with them and I feel like I never had my needs for love and attention and understanding met. This pain is deep and I don’t know how to resolve it.
I have been praying to God for years about these issues but they never seem to go away as I am still living with my parents and the emotional abuse and manipulation continues while I turn to these substances for relief, even knowing that they are the wrong means by which to fill the void in my heart.
I am tired of being an addict - I am tired of being beholden to these things - I am tired of the pain in my heart and the resentment that I feel towards my parents who constantly discouraged me, belittled me, put me down etc. and drove me to a point where I feel like I lost my sense of self.
I know I chose to use and abuse these things of my own volition, but the pain was too much for me to endure as a child and I didn’t know how else to cope with it.
Please, I ask in the name of Jesus Christ, please intercede for me - please ask God to break these toxic patterns in my life and set me free. I don’t want to live in bondage anymore and I feel deeply convicted in my heart that I am living in habitual sin but I don’t know how to get out of it.
Your prayers are greatly appreciated - thank you for taking the time to read this and for any means of help that you can give me in the spirit.
May God bless you greatly and please let me know how I can pray for you too.
All Glory be to God forever.
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, by the power in the name of Jesus Christ, I pray. Amen
