Blujose don't ever believe that God doesn't want you - God tells us he has loved us with an Everlasting Love and with loving kindness he has drawn you, he shall build you and you shall be rebuilt - God also says that he knows the thoughts he has towards you - thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Blujose I know how you feel, I have been there - I gave up, more or less questioned my existence and purpose in this world, but God was there just waiting patiently for me to call him - he never left my side though it felt he had, it was me who left him. Call on him Blujose with all your heart - call on him and he will answer. My Dear Father in heaven, you have said that you are not a God who would lie, you didn't go down to the ends of the earth and tell the seed of Jacob to seek you in vain, you sent your word, and your words will not return back to you void, for they will go forth and do what you have said they will do. My father you know the situation in regards to this home, you know the issues with the neighbour, you know it all. Lord I come before you on behalf of Blujose and pray that you intervene in this situation, show him that you are a God of your word, Lord remember your words upon which you have caused us to hope. This I pray in the Name of our Jesus Amen xx