I am a woman of age ###. I got ...

[Anonymous]

I am a woman of age ###. I got married three years back. Mine was an arranged marriage. Even before my wedding, I felt something odd to marry this guy. I sent many prayer requests to many people. Everyone prayed that my wedding has to happen without fail. And so, my wedding was over. We had many different opinions and even he didn't have any respect for me initially. Both regretted for marrying each other many times. Now, the problem is, we never had sex for all these 3 years. For the first one and a half years, we tried for just less than 10 times and it did not succeed. I quarreled with him to consult a doctor and after a very big fight that too after one and a half years, he consulted a doctor. My husband was prescribed some pills, then some gels and even some injections thrice a week. But nothing was fruitful. I never had sex before with anyone else. Now, I really want to live. Why is the sex denied to me even after marriage? My parents and even my sister advising me to stay like this without getting a divorce. They all say if sex happens at least once and if I got conceived, that's it-end of all problems. But I heard married couples used to have sex more than once in their lifetime. Then why is it supposed to be like this for me?

My husband is ### now. Even at this age, he could not have sex with me. What about in the future? I don't know about his past in having sex with anyone. His testosterone level is less than the minimum range. My family members knew about this. But still they want me to be like a saint. I am not interested in anyone else. But I am afraid I might fall to some one else in the future for the sake of having sex. Why God is letting me sin by giving an impotent husband? Why God is pushing me to live with him by not getting divorce? I am going through this on my mind for so long time. But no answer for these questions. Please pray God to answer my questions. I am totally against to have an affair. I don't want to sin more and more. Then why it is denied even we are legally married? I am ready to divorce him not only for this reason, there are more. He used to ask forgiveness if something is wrong with him, but in the near future, if he gets better options, he used to mistreat me, disrespect me. I cannot take this from him. We quarreled a lot. But nothing changed. I tried to be patient so that his health problem would recover. But nothing happened. Why am I denied married sex at the age of ### to ###? I never wanted sex from anyone else but him, only because we are married. That never happened. What is God's will for my future? I don't know. I am not even 1% willing to continue life with my husband. That 1% will go to 100% if God tells me to. Please pray to God for letting me know his plans for me. Please God I really want to live my life from this new year.

 

[godismystrength]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

Pray this: I am God's child. I resist the devil. No weapon formed against me shall prosper.

I put on the whole armor of God. I take authority over this day, in Jesus name.

Let it be prosperous for me, and let me walk in your love, Lord.

 

[doot]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jvill]

I prayed for this in Jesus name.

 

[tina1]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[HeatherSmokey]

God, our help and assistance, who is just and merciful, and who hears the prayers of your people; look down upon me. a miserable sinner, have mercy upon me, and deliver me from the troubles that torment me, even though I might deserve them. Grant me, I pray, your divine helping grace; endow me with patience and strength to endure my tribulations with complete submission to your will. You know my misery and suffering and to you, my only hope and refuge, I flee for relief and comfort; trusting your infinite love and compassion, that in due time, when you know it is for the best, you will deliver me from my troubles, and turn my distress into comfort, and I will rejoice in your mercy, and exalt and praise your Holy Name, O Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, In Jesus Name Amen

 

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[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

HI, AGAIN. I WANTED TO SEND YOU A PERSONAL MESSAGE, BUT I COULD NOT GET ACCESS TO YOUR FULL PROFILE OR TO MESSAGING. I SENT YOU A FRIENDSHIP REQUEST. YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT THE REQUEST OR I CAN'T SEND YOU ANY MESSAGES. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN NOTIFIED THAT I SENT THE FRIENDSHIP REQUEST. AGAIN, GOD BLESS YOU DURING THIS TRYING TIME. YOUR SISTER IN CHRIST, ###.