My dear Friend in Christ.
I know as we live here on earth away from our loving, merciful and all powerful Heavenly Father; sometimes life seems to be so unfair. I look at my life and I ask the same questions that you ask. Even now when I am going through the most difficult time in my life.
As Christians; our life is the most difficult to live and the most hardships. Remember God is near and you are able to talk to him anytime. When you are walking, washing the dishes, or taking the dog out for a walk. As brothers and sisters in Christ you will always have support. I will pray for you.
Matt 5 vs 3 Beatitudes
Blessed are the poor in Spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of heaven
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven