I, almost three months ago, lost the love of ...

[muaddib87]

I, almost three months ago, lost the love of my life to infidelity. I know that it was most likely all my fault because I had been depressed from not seeing her, not being able to find a full time teaching position, and other difficulties. The pain from her lying, leaving my life, and staying with the other man has devastated me. I am left with nothing, forced to slink home in failure. I know I must be the worst person alive to warrant this treatment from others.I feel absolutely hopeless. I have nothing else to give, I am absolutely alone, and on the edge of killing myself. If I could be so selfish as to ask for a few things. First, if it is possible, please restore my relationship with her. If that is impossible then please bless her, and take care of her. Along with that please grant me the strength to forgive myself for pushing her to cheat, and find friends and (if I deserve it, which I most likely do not) maybe another lover. Please let me find a job that makes me happy. Please let me be happy, its been so long, and Im in so much pain. Finally, please bring me some relief, please save me from the loneliness. Im desperate, I hate myself so much.God, if you cant answer any of these prayers, cant grant me any peace, then just kill me, because I cant take it any more.

 

[Waterhill42]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[birdie]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[neohippie]

I understand what you're going through and we all deserve happiness and through the grace of God I wish you all that your heart desires. Be strong it will all get better soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

 

[Willow]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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