Astaerlolmen
Disciple of Prayer
Please keep me in your prayers. ### can’t remember a situation and is mad that I won’t apologize for something I don’t agree happened because I remember it happening the opposite way but because he has it in his head that it happened a certain way he’s holding onto anger and resentment. Please pray that he realizes I was right or realized that if he is right it’s not important enough to resent someone for. I can’t sleep now and I’m feeling anxious
he broke my phone last week and the kids were crying and scared to the point ### broke out in a rash for two days because he thought that I was the one who packed up our stuff and left something of his in the room when he helped me pack before he left. He’s never hit us but when he gets angry it scares everyone it’s as if a demon takes over him. I also feel so lost and I don’t know how to hold onto God right now I feel fake cuz I believe in him but I haven’t been following him and putting ### first. I was trying to read scripture tonight and I feel empty when I read it. Please pray for our marriage as well. I’ve forgiven him for a lot of wrong he has done to me at least I think I have and he’s holding onto resentment because he can’t remember how a situation happened last week and is upset I won’t apologize for something I don’t remember doing. Thank you for letting me vent 
he broke my phone last week and the kids were crying and scared to the point ### broke out in a rash for two days because he thought that I was the one who packed up our stuff and left something of his in the room when he helped me pack before he left. He’s never hit us but when he gets angry it scares everyone it’s as if a demon takes over him. I also feel so lost and I don’t know how to hold onto God right now I feel fake cuz I believe in him but I haven’t been following him and putting ### first. I was trying to read scripture tonight and I feel empty when I read it. Please pray for our marriage as well. I’ve forgiven him for a lot of wrong he has done to me at least I think I have and he’s holding onto resentment because he can’t remember how a situation happened last week and is upset I won’t apologize for something I don’t remember doing. Thank you for letting me vent 

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.